tears

I just feel like crying today. Not really sure why. No particular reason. Not really feeling depressed or anything. Just feeling like I need to cry and mourn for all that's been lost; all that should have been and never was or will be; all the mistakes and the triumphs too. I need to cry for the person I am and the one I will never be and the one I really hope to become. I need to cry for the moments I let slip by and the moments I never would have had no matter how hard I tried. I need to cry right now, so I'm going to.